Sick and tired.

Sape pulak nama Amal?

Girlfriend baru.
Selamat berbahagia ye.

Insane

Dear boyfriend,
I'm sorry I put you in a bad mood. Something that had never happened before. I asked for your forgiveness a few times and yet you just ignored me. It's okay, Baby. I know you can't think straight at the moment.

I was not berfikir yang bukan-bukan. I was just wondering. I don't feel anything. Honey, you made me feel numb towards everything to the point of numbing towards you. I'm sorry. I am learning not to be too clingy and making myself numb towards everything is the only way I can see.

Baby, I love you.

Dear Love

Dear Love,
today is the day where I tell you everything. All of what I ever feel, bad feelings. I am sorry that my words are harsh and I know I hurt you in so many ways.

I know that everything is partly my fault. I refused to understand you and I want you to understand me. I am sorry, love. I'm too hurt.

Love,
To tell you the truth, I can't imagine living without you. I know you have other priorities. I know. Now that you told me, I understand everything. I'm sorry.

Baby,
We might not be together anymore after this. That would be my biggest mistake ever. I love you too much. I hope you love me as much too. How can I live without you?

I want you. I need you. I love you.

Ohh God! Please help us. Tolonglah panjangkan jodoh antara kami.

Love,
Your girlfriend.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I love you!
hihi!

How can this love be a good thing?

Taken from here.

I don't know what I'm feeling right now. I want to be happy. I want you to be happy too.
But,
I don't know even know how to smile now. You're the reason for me to smile yet you're the one who hurt me the most.

Fate

I thought that everything would be alright starting from last night. I was stupid enough to believe you. Now, thinking all you said to me last night, I can hear how hollow, empty your words were. Why did I even bother thinking that you might be different from any other guys I've known?

I'm hurt. You hurt me a lot. You keep on hurting me without realising it. Yes, I know I'm a bit cranky but give me reason why I shouldn't act like that? I came to see you all the way from Shah Alam for God's sake! You did nothing for me. Nothing at all.

Try put yourself in my shoes sometimes. I've tried everything I could to keep this relationship alive. I sacrificed a lot of things. No, I'm not mengungkit or whatsoever but it hurts me when you never care.

This is not the first time. You did the same things before and I let you off just like that. But now, I'm too hurt. Maybe I was right last night. We're just not meant to be together.

You and me, we're too different. You never try to understand my feelings and yet you expect me to understand all your actions even if they're hurting me.

I want someone who are not ashame to show the world that I'm his girlfriend.
I want someone who would listen to me and what my heart says.
I want someone who knows how to appreciate me.
I want someone who loves me.

I love you, too much in fact.
I don't think you ever love me. Not even a quarter of my love.

Please, if we really can't be together, please make me strong enough to live without you. Please let me be strong enough to be happy. Please let me be strong enough to forget you.