Cepat-cepatlah mengkalah. Haishhhh!

I found a blog of my coursemate. He poured all his feelings (part of it, anyway) in his blog. He wrote how that girl played with his feelings. I was like, merasa keji terhadap beliau. I know, I do the same thing here. But it's different. haha! Bila time diri sendiri adalah sangat pandai memberi alasan.

Okay, the reason I built this blog is because I don't know with whom should I share the entah-perasaan-apa-yang-kurasakan-ini. I don't want to burden you so much (I know I am always burdening you but hey, at least I am trying lessen your burden a bit).

Plus, I want this blog to be read by you one day. Maybe if our jodoh adalah panjang (InsyaAllah), at least you know how I felt once upon a time. Or maybe if our jodoh tidaklah panjang (Taknakkkkkkk!), you would know that I loved you before.

Tetiba rasa sangatlah rindu dekat mamat perangai serupa beruk itu. Haishhh! Baby, please la don't be too egoist and just bloody send me a text or something! Sebab I don't want to mengkalah and you know how I am kann. Alaaa, sooner or later pun I'm going to apologise. So, it's just a matter of time. You should start, seriously.

I read your text messages yang dahulukala and I feel loved. hihi! When I say dahulukala, I mean masa kita hanyalah berkawan-kawan dan sukkkkaaaaaaaaaa bergaduh-gaduh dan berperangai pelik-pelik dan sukkkaaaaaaaaaaa mengkata orang secara berjemaah dan mengkata diri sendirik dan merajuk-rajuk. hihi! Alaaaaaaaa, you know the drills kan. hihi!

I love you, love. Wherever you are.