Fate

I thought that everything would be alright starting from last night. I was stupid enough to believe you. Now, thinking all you said to me last night, I can hear how hollow, empty your words were. Why did I even bother thinking that you might be different from any other guys I've known?

I'm hurt. You hurt me a lot. You keep on hurting me without realising it. Yes, I know I'm a bit cranky but give me reason why I shouldn't act like that? I came to see you all the way from Shah Alam for God's sake! You did nothing for me. Nothing at all.

Try put yourself in my shoes sometimes. I've tried everything I could to keep this relationship alive. I sacrificed a lot of things. No, I'm not mengungkit or whatsoever but it hurts me when you never care.

This is not the first time. You did the same things before and I let you off just like that. But now, I'm too hurt. Maybe I was right last night. We're just not meant to be together.

You and me, we're too different. You never try to understand my feelings and yet you expect me to understand all your actions even if they're hurting me.

I want someone who are not ashame to show the world that I'm his girlfriend.
I want someone who would listen to me and what my heart says.
I want someone who knows how to appreciate me.
I want someone who loves me.

I love you, too much in fact.
I don't think you ever love me. Not even a quarter of my love.

Please, if we really can't be together, please make me strong enough to live without you. Please let me be strong enough to be happy. Please let me be strong enough to forget you.

Maybe.

Just maybe, we have too much different to be together. Don't you think so?

Please.

You hurt me, a lot. Indirectly. Maybe you don't realised it. Not knowing whether to believe you or to follow what my head says.

My heart says to believe you but my head disagree.

It hurts.

I had enough of crying and thinking. I need you to give me the answer. I don't mind to be hurt now because now I'm strong. Please, bby, don't hurt me later.

I'll always be your baby.

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.

Dear You,
I am missing you a lot right now, despite the fact that we'll be seeing each other this weekend. It's been a few months and you told me you have changed a lot. Longer hair, which irks me actually, I don't like guys with long hair. Unless anda adalah kemas ye, baby.

Then again, I don't really care. As long as you're you, I think I can manage with the long hair. hehe!

Bby,
Every time I hear this song, my mind automatically would think of you. I know, sangatlah cliche but it's true. Okay, jadi semakin rindu.

Nite my love, wherever you are. We'll be with each other in a few days.

Tak Sabarnyer!

Awak,
rindulah dengan awak. Tadi kite nak merajuk sebab awak tipuk kite. Kate nak belikan teddy bear tapi takde pun. Sumpahhh kite sedih gile. Nanti lagilah payah nak jumpe. Culik blazer kang baru tahu. hihi!

Awak, kite nak teddy bear. nak teddy bear. nak teddy bear. nak teddy bear. NAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

Awak tak kesian ke kat kite? Dahlah nanti jauh, nak jumpe pun dah makin susah.
Bengangnye. Awak sayang kite ke tak ni?!

Hmphhhh!

Tapi saye memang tak sabar nak jumpe awak. Rindduuuuuuuu~