Insane

Dear boyfriend,
I'm sorry I put you in a bad mood. Something that had never happened before. I asked for your forgiveness a few times and yet you just ignored me. It's okay, Baby. I know you can't think straight at the moment.

I was not berfikir yang bukan-bukan. I was just wondering. I don't feel anything. Honey, you made me feel numb towards everything to the point of numbing towards you. I'm sorry. I am learning not to be too clingy and making myself numb towards everything is the only way I can see.

Baby, I love you.

Dear Love

Dear Love,
today is the day where I tell you everything. All of what I ever feel, bad feelings. I am sorry that my words are harsh and I know I hurt you in so many ways.

I know that everything is partly my fault. I refused to understand you and I want you to understand me. I am sorry, love. I'm too hurt.

Love,
To tell you the truth, I can't imagine living without you. I know you have other priorities. I know. Now that you told me, I understand everything. I'm sorry.

Baby,
We might not be together anymore after this. That would be my biggest mistake ever. I love you too much. I hope you love me as much too. How can I live without you?

I want you. I need you. I love you.

Ohh God! Please help us. Tolonglah panjangkan jodoh antara kami.

Love,
Your girlfriend.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I love you!
hihi!

How can this love be a good thing?

Taken from here.

I don't know what I'm feeling right now. I want to be happy. I want you to be happy too.
But,
I don't know even know how to smile now. You're the reason for me to smile yet you're the one who hurt me the most.